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It​’​s Taken Too Long

by Steve Caston

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1.
Watching the Monsters - My eyes are glued to the scene calculated and callous but they’re not trying to be mean It’s all part of the programme this is how to survive fulfill the requirements for staying alive (Em/G G Em/G G Dm/F F Dm/F F Em/G G Em/G Dm G) All the instinctual responses unconsciously deployed there’s no self awareness as the opponent is destroyed Efficient construction with clear purpose in mind evolved to perfection – they are so sleek and refined There’s no waste there’s no excess It’s all tight and precise If it wasn’t so shocking I might think it was nice All the long winded explanations just make me so annoyed there’s no need to overthink the tactics they’ve employed (it’s the violence they enjoy) Watch all the monsters appear on the screen it’s like seeing a mirror if you know what I mean It’s my favorite programme – teach us how to survive teach us how to succeed and how to stay alive All the instinctual responses unconsciously deployed there’s no need for regret as everything’s destroyed
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Your warm moist touch I freeze and recede complying to your insistence burrow and demand my very nature is challenged By the open mouth and relentless embrace… cold teeth and lips… tickle and tease You do as you please Dissolve me for your need Take me in… take me now before I pour lifeless to the floor Tongue me… devour me… engorge on my sweet… I was made for you made just for you.
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Follow Follow Follow the white line to success the deception that creation leads to reception in movies & tv maybe for them - it never happens for me.... Don't say it out loud keep a lid on it child it's too hard to believe... But it's been like this for a while You've all gone on to claim your rightful place The glean on your shoes and your clean white face Terrible things - done in your name the illusion of choice the inflicting of pain All the proud winners gonna claim their prizes All the rigged races with no surprises I have a sense I'm deluding myself. I know i must be correct But it's been like this for a while I release a torrent of anger then immediate remorse.. I wish i hadn't said that- Backtrack on every word Seems so much madder when you say it out loud I'm afraid of what you might think of we now. Don't say it out loud... I thought i was crazy - i still think it now You act unaware-But i know that you know Terrible things done to maintain the facade you act unaware - But i-know-that-you-know Stack the deck Gaslight...
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I can’t feel my skin I can’t feel my skin That’s just normal I assume It’s just the stuff that holds me in It’s the barrier which is me It’s the first thing that you see I have burned – I have pierced it But it will not go away I am not my skin I am not my skin This thin layer of defence Keeps you from getting in It’s the barrier which is me It’s the first thing that you see I abhor it – I avoid it In the mirror every day Be unafraid to live in the skin that you’ve been given You have worked it in to look like you and sealed it with a kiss Wounds and scars – embellishments and blemishes Blithely unaware of – their great responsibility I can’t feel my skin I can’t feel my skin We’re all strangers in containers…. From the moment we begin. Be unafraid to live … embellishments and blemishes Why are we so unaware of our similarities?
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This Is Me 03:30
Everybody wants a routine Everybody want it to be easy Everything giftwrapped on a silver platter Everybody wants a guarantee Everybody wants a leader Everybody wants to be a child Somebody to lay it out so we can blindly follow Give us all the bright & shiny toys. I am not everybody… All the fools waiting to be chosen Lining up and begging to be picked wasting all their time – standing in the line Braindead and staring at their feet Everybody watches television Everybody wants to be a star Celebrities are gods made of silicone and rubber Selling sex and driving fancy cars I am not everybody… Everybody watches television Laughing, crying, screaming out for more Submerged in stories concocted by half-wits to sell soap and toothpaste and whores I am not everybody…
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I Am 04:21
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Yeah I heard the news… but I don’t want to believe it Of all the things that could be said about you But all these people – telling me things I don’t want to hear I want to hear you sing again The way that you used to Let the notes ring out again Tell all the people – stop their noise I don’t want to hear I am sad for you But I’m sad for me too and I don’t want to stop listening to the words that were so true (the songs that were so true) Yeah it may be true but I don’t have to believe it And if I want to be together with you Forget the people – close my eyes and pretend you’re here.
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Cold Snap 02:53
Cold Snap Sun Shines Nostalgia Memories seen through sunglasses The anguish gone - Just the longing remains displaced... but i keep trying to capture a snippet in time when everything seemed right for a while... only a short while I remember wanting to remain there forever in that warm moment that let me forget everything else...
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S.T.F.U. 02:57
You do all the talking - I don't want to listen I keep waiting - but it never stops Trying to get by - but you're in the way They're all so impressed - with everything you say. Can I get a witness? - is anybody there? Shouting in a vacuum and chasing my own ass Can I make a difference just talking to myself You make yourself heard over everybody else. You're a big star - the life of the party They gave you all the authority They're getting in line to stroke your saddle and your mane Changed the meaning to suit you but the spelling is the same You're the definition of wit and charisma But you are not the boss of me They value your opinion - that's why you always win There's nothing between your ears - it's all under your skin.
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Josephine I'm coming home by the way I got your letter yesterday big decisions I make on my own they're not based on anything I might have read a man has got to do it all on his own stand up and face the world all alone and be strong I can tell you feeling better by the way - you don't hate me anymore the decisions I made were for the best they were based on anything anybody said I said I've Got to do it all on my own came into this world all alone that's how I'll go I need a name… I need a claim to fame… I've got to make it on my own on…on my own yeah I know that things were said realize that some promises were made I was young with a naïve moral code you grow up and find nobody can live that way they tell me no one does it all on his own you've got to comply - follow the rules what if I don't Josephine I was a god had the sense I could do almost anything then you had to hold that mirror up for me and I had no idea what I was supposed to believe it's not my choice to do it all my own… I just can't find a place I belong… I can call home
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It’s taken too long to sort out the rules She said out of nowhere – breaking the silence We’re sitting here staring at things on a screen. With no adventure left in our hearts. We wanted more – when we were young and naïve But then we grew up to be sober and wise Because we knew better than dreaming out loud we had to fit in and blend with the crowd. I know that you hate me for clipping your wings I understand how it’s easier to blame You handed me your reins and I gave you mine With so many choices who wants to drive? We wanted more when we were young and naïve we grew up and found we’d already died Didn’t know enough to hold on to life Should have worn black when you made me your wife IF you really loved me You’d throw it all away wouldn’t give a moments thought to starting all over again… If I knew you loved me more than all the things then all the sadness and all the pain would all just go away… We wanted more than to end up like this for years we have been barely alive There was a time when we knew better I wish we could think like that again

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These are songs I wrote and recorded as part of an ongoing "project".
The project entails - writing, recording, creating videos etc., etc... all on my lonesome. All instruments and recording and bottle-washing and stuff... just me.
Find the videos on YouTube and Facebook and things.
Hope you enjoy my music.

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released August 1, 2017

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